The Road We Take

Mr. AS, can I pick our date?? pretty please!!

=P

 

Ni bahana terlalu syok tengok blog B2B.. Hehe.. Seronok tengok diorng banyak buat DIY untuk barang- barang perkahwinan. Kalau kreatif and bnyak masa, a bride tu can do almost everything on their own. Sangat hebat kan? Yelah, sebab sume perempuan mengimpikan hari bahagia yang sempurna + save budget. Hehe.. including me.

Peringatan: Entry kali ni, entry yang penuh emosi. Sangat bahaya kepada orang yang otak-otak kecik dan mudah bengang dengan rungutan orang =P opsssss!!!! 

Setelah sekian lama, semalam memang sempat sangat catch up dengan diri sendiri (hahaha, cmne tu? macam sebelum ni, berpisah dari badan je =P). maksudnye, i had my own sweet time. kalau tak, busy memanjang, sampai nak lipat baju, kemas katil pun kena cari mase terluang (huh, sudahla kau! cari masa terluang ke cari mood???) okay fine!! to be honest, nak cari mood. al-maklum la mood sudah lama lari ke laut.. hehe

oleh sebab itu, semalam berjaya post 2 entries. yahoooo!!!!!! (a great success, in this condition). so semalam juga, sempat la nak berbloghopping. bace2 blog B2B. seronok baca blog orang yang tengah prepare for their big day. macam- macam pengalaman. jealousnye la hai, sebab they already know when is the exact date. unlike us. tergantung macam tu je. sedih pun ade jugak. err, honestly memang sedih la. izzy sangat takut kalau kitaorang kena bertunang lama- lama. 2 days ago, ade la tanya ma dah ade tarikh belum, ma jawab, xde lagi.. izzy sangat2 hope it will be next year. seriously, bukan sebab desperate tapi sebab tak mau orang melanjutkan lagi citer2 mengarut pasal kitorang. yelah, dalam fasa bertunang ni, i really admit, sangat banyak cabaran dan dugaan. tambahan pulak, encik tunang dok sorang- sorang kat sebelah rumah, lagi la panjang cerita orang. T_T and i'm using his house compound for my extra English classes every weekend. plus the porch for my Mr. Khalid tersayang. hmmmm. So, kalau tak de cerita pun, orang akan reka- reka, seperti yang we had gone through before.

I used to ask Mr. AS untuk putus tunang sebab tak nak kena dugaan tunang yang teruk- teruk lagi, but, as a guy, he's wiser and less emotional. He successfully naturalized my feeling. tapi mase feeling tengah down, memang terasa la.. i can foresee that if our wedding is not during July next year, it will definitely be in 2014.. Izzy tak mau tunggu lama- lama seriously. dari Ogos 2012 (tarikh tunang) sampai 2014, it will be a very long journey for our relationship. orang lain mungkin boleh tunggu lama-lama and i memang respect they all sebab berjaya harungi sume ups and downs without going over the boundaries (i know you all know what i mean) =) ... but, maybe not for me. call be purba/kuno or whatever, i hate relationship yang hanging..(hahaha, terasa poyoss =P) lagipun, memang Islamic teaching tak galakkan bertunang lama- lama. hmmmm

well, kenapa izzy kata macam tu? two of my younger siblings are in Korea and UK at the mo, pursuing their studies. they already warned ma not to do the kenduri masa they all kat sana. means kena tunggu both balik.

hadeh, nangis rase memikirkan hal ni. mane tak nya, adik yang kat UK akan grad bulan 8 nanti and both parents akan fly ke sana for his convocation ceremony. kalau buat bulan 6, confirm2 dia tak leh balik sebab tengah exam lagi. then, lepas tu dah tak de cuti panjang except bulan 11 and 12. Ma hates the idea of hosting kenduri during monsoon. sebab rumah kitaorang confirm kena banjir. tak kan nak bersanding dalam perahu kot. dengan rumah tunggang - langgang. bulan 3? ma says, the holidays are too short. huwaaaa, tak ke maksudnye tahun depan?? hmmm, teremo sudah.

for now, izzy will choose to go with the flow. kalau kawin, kawin la kan? kalu tak, jom same2 membujang.. hahaha.. boleh tak macam tu? that's really words from orang yang dah putus asa.. hahahaha =P

okay, the end of emosi much.. (boleh tarik nafas lega)


Love, 
Miss Izzy

It's very funny to read what we had gone through in our relationship since we started writing in this blog. And I admit, I am missing a lot of good memories with him as we hardly write our out and about in details. It would be good if I could note them all here, but yes, human have limitations (hah sudah, kalau malas, jangan salahkan human lain!!) errr, baiklah. That's my limitation, at least for now. It's difficult to find calm minutes just to do a quick update (err, even in ~TINTA~ too). Life is pressing me, what more I'm a teacher.. Yes, being a teacher doesn't make a goyang kaki and relax person, as what certain people may claim. It's definitely not easy to be one. The work does not end in school, means that I still have to continue working even after the school time. So, sape yang kate being cikgu tu senang, come and let's swap our place and we'll see how many days you will stay. Stop complaining about job. Seteruk mana pun kerja cikgu ni, I'm glad Allah still blesses me with this profession (dapat gaji leh simpan nak kawen =P) 

heh, macam mana dari cerita update blog bleh sampai citer hal skolah plak.. huhu. ampun..

That day Mr. AS told me. Dia perasan yang blog ni tak ramai followers, tak ramai yang comment and bla bla bla, questioning how NOT popular our blog are =P hehe. and I think I laughed. I know he might feel that we are writing to ourselves or each other instead of telling people out there. Some people might think popularity hits through how many times other people come to read the posts (yes, it's true for the infamous writers) but, for me, it's popular enough to have this blog in my 'favorite' list. At least I have a place where I can reminisce good and hard days we had gone through together. So, this blog doesn't have to be so popular sampai I pun malu nak bercerita kat sini.. But, having people to constantly come and view our blog will be the motivation for us. =)  I don't know why i'm writing this, but all I want is for him to know that it's okay if others don't read what we write, we have each other and countless time in future to view this blog.

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yes, i'm agree with the quote. *nodding head*

Love,

Miss Izzy