The Road We Take

Sorry for the long hiatus. Lama sangat rasenye tak menulis kat sini.. Actually, there were (are) a lot of things happened to us. Banyak sangat. Sampai both of us sakit2. Mungkin ujian bagi kami. Lepas bertunang, banyak sangat ujian Allah bagi. The things that I am afraid of finally terjadi, iaitu ujian yang menimpa bertalu2. huhu.. I thought kami tak kuat, hari tu hampir2 dah nak stop contacting each other (for good) tp alhamdulillah, berjaya disambung balik. Kalau di tengok ticker di atas, usia pertunangan kami tak de la lama sangat baru masuk sebulan lebih, itu pun dah banyak sangat yang terjadi T_T

Tapi I'm grateful with the fact I still have Allah and Mr. AS. Btw, both of our families never knew our problems. NEVER. and we are not intended to share with them. Sebab tak nak merngeruhkan hubungan yang dah sedia tejalin. selagi kami boleh handle, we will do it our own.

last month, dua kali Izzy demam. everytime i had my monthly menses, mase tu lah demam datang, tak larat, almost everyday menangis. macam- macam masalah datang, fitnah bertimpa2. huhu. pain sangat rasenya. dengan masalah yang sedia ade, it was really unbearable. sangat T_T . mase tu la Mr AS sangat banyak bagi sokongan, bear with my unpredictable emotions. alhamdulillah, it proved that he's very very very understanding. Now, alhamdulillah Izzy is getting better, semakin sihat. cume dalaman as in emosi masih lagi tak stabil. motivation nak g skolah memang go down sangat.. pagi2 sangat struggle nak g skolah. bila kat skolah, terpaksa berlakon happy. huhu.. 

Tapi sekarang, Mr AS plak broke down. He burn out + food poisoning. sedih tengok dia. dari selera nak makan banyak trus tak de selera sangat nak makan (seb baik he can force himself to eat). i know he thinks a lot. huhu, everyday i pray for him, supaya dia selalu sihat. at least sampai we get married so that i can take a really good care of him. now, the fact that he cannot eat outside food, i have to cook (at least that's what i can do to ease his pain). and of course, i'm more than happy to prepare his food. at least it's something i can do to repay his kindness for being with me and cheered me up when i was down last month. just that, deep inside my heart, rasa tak puas sebab tak leh really take care of of him. haish, dah la dia hidup sorang- sorang kat rumah sewa dia, lagi la rasa macam- macam.. but i believe, Allah is always there.

for now, i just wish and pray everything's gonna be okay.. inshaallah. do include us in your prayers. 

Love,

Miss Izzy

Sorry for an abrupt full stop in my previous post. well, basically, Izzy rase Izzy dah ceritakan semua (most) yang happened on that day. Basically, Izzy memang gabra tapi syukur jugak for everything went well. tapi kadang- kadang Izzy ajak gak Mr AS bertunang lagi skali sebab nak majlis gilang- gemilang.. haha, okay2, nafsu semata2 =P Dah lepas yang ni pun bersyukur dah. tak sanggup dah nak rase berdebar lagi skali.. 

Izzy dah tambah ticker kat atas, just for a note for us, and to keep track how long we have been in this relationship. hari ni marks 3 weeks and 4 days we are each other's betrothed. izzy rasa macam dah lama la.. hehe. mungkin sebab we still don't have any progress on our preparation. tak tahu bila nak start actually, rase macam lambat lagi je. huhu.. tapi setakat ni, izzy dah simpan duit sikit. every month mesti ade something nak kena beli. so far, izzy dah setelkan pembelian cincin kawin, and barang- barang hantaran kecuali quran dan rehal.. izzy beli awal-awal sebab sementara ada duit, baik beli.. al-maklum la izzy ni memang jenis boros, pantang ade duit, memang sibuk nak habis kan.. hehehe.. =P 

kalau ade yang tak muat nanti bile dah kawin, pandai2 mr AS ye.. especially baju tu.. sape suruh gemuk lepas ni.. =P 

checklist lepas ni is hmmmmm, tak tahu lagi. hehe. baik tak yah cakap kan? sebenarnya tak tahu nak start kat mne. izzy memang camni.. procrastinator tegar.. hahaha.. hujung-hujung masa baru sibuk nak siapkan itu ini.. mase belajar pun cmni gak.. huhu, bile nak berubah kan? bila la nak start buat benda2 awal pada waktu?? huhu.. tapi bagi izzy, semakin singkat masa semakin banyak idea.. hehe.. tapi this time tak leh nak buat last minute la. kang ada plak orang cela wedding event kami nanti. =P 

tapi worry not, i do have the checklist of what we should pay attention and get ready for the big day. now i just pray, Mr AS dapat banyak2 duit.. hehe..

tapi banyak sangat benda dalam checklist tu. Readers who have ideas where we should start, can suggest in the comment space. and we thank you guys for that (^_^)

gotta go...

Regards, 

Miss Izzy

 

stay tuned ^_^ 

~~~Mr. AS~~~

Assalamualaikum wbt and good day, readers!!!

How are you guys feeling today? hope your daily days are superb... (^_^)

Well, i'm writing in response to what Mr. AS has written below.

Yes, we are now betrothed. no need to mention i was still in shock (even after 6 days wearing the engagement ring) - i kept on feeling weird because i now have the ring on my finger. =P

To look at Mr AS as my fiance is also another thing. huhu.. mungkin before ni we are more like a friend rather than a couple who are in the relationship. Nonetheless, I am grateful and full - hearted redha with what has happened. I know Allah always has better plan for us. Yelah, I'm the one who don't want to engage. Izzy memang xprefer nak tunang pun. ingat nak terus kawen je. hehehe... atau pun, bertunang before akad nikah. and initially, we have discussed this matter for many times. but at last, we put it in the hand of Allah and our parents, so this is the result. WE ARE ENGAGED. Does it prove Allah's at work? yes, definitely. Only He knows.. but, honestly, it's surreal. i think i'm still dreaming knowing that this man is my fiance... hehehe..

so, that explains why i wore simple baju. tu pun nasib baik ade. kalu tak pakai baju cotton je. al-kisahnye, banyak sangat unexpected, funny things happened in preparing for the majlis. i think i'll put them in notes. saje je nak tulis so when my memory fails me later, i still have this blog to remind me how i went through my days. =) 

1. awalnya, ma izzy suruh beli kertas nak balut buah tangan (mula-mula buah tangan, tapi dah jadi hantaran la.. =P). ma just pesan to get ready few things for his family. yelah, orang datang jauh2 dengan niat baik, xkan nak layan cikai2 je kan... ma dah listkan suruh bagi canned lychee, homemade apam polka dot and suruh izzy fikir lagi nak bagi ape. so i just suggested fruits (walaupun mr AS xmakan. hehe). then, parents izzy memang plan nak bagi kain pelikat and kain sarung kat parents Mr AS. so, memang mencari pembalut hadiah lah.

2. mase shopping2 tu, terlintas nak buat tema warna silver and purple. seriously teringat mase tengok2 kertas pembalut hadiah tu. hehe. suke-suke nak bertema mase tu, kononnye nak impress family Mr AS lah, sekali, dia punya lagi grand.. huhuhuhu.. *termalu* =P

3. since we just thought of it was majlis merisik and perjumpaan family dengan family je, we decided to handle the lunch. so, kami sefamily lah yg masak hari tu. juadah lunch boleh tahan banyak gak la bagi izzy.. tapi ma still kate sikit. huhu. we served tomyam campur, ikan siakap 3 rasa, ayam percik kelate, kailan ikan masin, telur dadar, and puding karamel. bayangkan la kami 3 org chef (ma, my sister and I) buat benda2 tu dengan pertolongan my three brothers. hehe. memang macam tongkang pecah la dapur tu. dah la start masak lambat.. hehe.. kenangan btul la.. yang kelakar, adik lelaki ketiga, Lee kejenye potong ayam and siang sayur. and yang bongsu, Yo, buang mata nenas.. hahaha, dah la dua2 tu xpenah seumur hidup tolong kat dapur.. memang gelak je la.. but, i really thanked them for making my day. =)

4. apam polka dot tu siap mase family Mr. AS dah sampai. orang tengah bincang2 kat ruang tamu, Izzy kat dapur dok buat apam. hahahaha.. 

5. ini yang paling xlarat. I cut my finger. nervous punya pasal. so, kantoi jari berbalut mase sarung cincin. =P

have to stop abruptly and will continue later.. have something to do.. huhu

assalamualaikum warahmatullah...

apa khabar kepada semua pembaca?,moga anda semua sihat-sihat sejahter InsyaAllah :-)

belum terlambat untuk Mr AS ucapkan selamat hari raya kepada semua pembaca...raya tetap raya...kerja jangan dilupa..hehehe...masa untuk kembali ke sekolah..hehehe...

well, raya keempat hari tu, my family bersama family ibu saudara telah datang berjumpa dengan Miss Izzy family...cadangnye untuk buat majlis merisik...tapi dengan tak disangka-sangka bertukar menjadi majlis bertunang...so dua2 orang still in shock...hehehe...

tapi alhamdulillah dah lepas satu stage...insyaAllah stage seterusnya akan menyusul...hehehe

rasa kebertanggungjawaban pun dah mula masuk dlm diri nie...moga Allah mempermudahkan segala-galanya buat kami..aameen...

so pada masa tue kedua-dua keluarga telah berbincang dan alhamdulillah, kata sepakat telahpun dicapai...bila tarikhnya?nantikan...hehehe

sambil-sambil tue adela amek sket gambar-gambar yg patut...semua gambar ni dishoot oleh my little brother....

kepada semua pembaca...mohon doakan kami kekal hingga ke jinjang pelamin dan mohon doa juga dari kalian semoga perkahwinan kami kekal hingga ke syurga...insyaAllah  ^_^

 enjoy this pictures...

mase ni Mr AS takde sebab kena pegi tempat lain dulu masa mesyuarat keluarga berlangsung...hehehe...kena akurla...hehehe

kedua-dua keluarga bergambar kenangan

ALHAMDULILLAH WA SYUKURILLAH 

^_^ 

regards : 

~~~Mr AS~~~